Dear hazel.

Dear hazel.

Today I was stupid. I lost you on the bus and now you're somewhere out there, out of battery and away from any source of WiFi. I'm so sorry for losing you, and my heart honestly hurts because you're not with me.

I have no idea what happened but I panicked and shutdown before I could actually think. Losing you and freaking out might seem petty, but you've been the closest thing I could call a companion for the last three years. I'm sorry I couldn't find you, I tried everything. I'm just hoping that you'll come back to me because I miss every little square inch of you. I have no idea how people can treat their laptops as just equipment, but I saw you as more than that. Probably also why my friends thought I was insane.

I'll miss the long nights with you, using another laptop is never going to be the same. You had a personality which just understood me. I mean, if someone can confide in a teddy bear, why can't I confide in a laptop? I miss you hazel, please come back. This is gonna be the first night I don't know where you are and my bed is gonna be so empty tonight cuz you're not there with me.

So sappy. But I really hope you come back. I have faith in humanity but they don't seem to be proving me right. I can only hope that you are safe and that they haven't murdered you to pieces.

You saw me reach for my dreams and get them I only hope that you come back to me and help me get the rest. I couldn't even send you to get repaired because of how attached I was with you. May the force be with you hazel.

Okay?
Okay.

Maybe okay will be our always.